10.10.10

October 29th, 2010

October 10, 2010 – 10.10.10 – my birthday!

cake10Years ago, I realized that – God willing – one day I would arrive at this day – and that it would be a special day. Not only  because all digits were the same, and that days like this can only occur during the first 12 years of any century – to people born on the first 12 days of any month – but because it was a once in a lifetime occurrence for me. Would it be any different than any other birthday? Would it be any different than any other day?

magArchWell, I had also long ago decided to somehow make it different – whatever that means! – than other birthdays, than other days. Originally, a few months back, I thought I’d like to be in New Mexico – my current relatively easily accessed favorite – perhaps Taos at the Pueblo or soaking in the arsenic hot spring at Ojo Caliente. But, as the day grew closer I realized I probably wasn’t going to make it down there. Too much to do…finish our home renovation project, catch up on readings, set up online accounts for Mexico, prepare for our journey…the list went on and on. So…

3sistersThinking about the logistics and finances, I decided to go somewhere closer. How about a drive to Moab and a hike in Arches? Then lunch at Pasta Joe’s- a good Italian restaurant there – and home for carrot cake from the Belly Deli? Yes! Sounded doable, sounded good. Hopefully, the weather would cooperate.I told my husband about my plan and he was agreeable. We’d have to leave our three dogs at home – no dogs running wild in the Park – and have a day together alone – just he and I and Mother Nature. The result was fabulous.

archWe ended up walking to the Delicate Arch – arguably the most “famous” and photographed arch in Canyonlands – and dining on pasta. The weather was awesome, the ride relaxing, the colors spectacular and the cake delicious. Another revolution around the Sun…and this year, somehow it was different.

Blues & Brews

October 3rd, 2010

TBB bear crkThe summer whisked by me while I was working on our house, going to meetings, taking morning walks, cooking dinner, loving our magnificent western sunsets and writing when I had time – which seemed to present itself less and less frequently, somehow.  But I did pack in a little fun – a couple moto rides to Gateway, Ridgway and Silverton – and I spent the very last weekend of summer covering one of Telluride’s funnest music festivals – and definitely my favorite one – Telluride Blues & Brews.TBB banner

Telluride Inside & Out CEOs Susan and Clint Viebrock were planning to be out of town, visiting family on both the East and West coasts, so…

Here are a few photos from the event. Really an awesome, uplifting experience. To read what I wrote on TIO, just click on this link: www.tellurideinside.com.

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And, enjoy the show!

September 1st

September 1st, 2010

Ah, yes, it’s September 1st. Summer is almost over and fall is in the air.

HD FredThe last time I posted on my blog, the calendar read: July 17th. Wow! How time does fly! The last few months have been like sand sifting through my fingers. My husband had a collsion with a doe deer while en route to Pagosa Springs on his Harley Davidson motorcycle June 25th. That set us back a bit on our just started home improvement project, and put a quick end to any summer rides. Oh, well.

Joy RZ HDGrateful and thankful he survived the crash as well as he did – a few gashes and bruises, a broken nose and several abrasions that all were fixable and healable – all things considered, he was very, very lucky. Local EMTs and our excellent Telluride medical facilities – complete with an amazingly competent doctor and fabulous nurse – provided  us with expert care and great comfort. It’s always seems weird to feel lucky when involved in situations that are classically ‘unlucky,’ but, se la vi, I do.

Now, in summer’s wane, the breeze is cool and the days are glorious. We’ve moved everything – couches, beds, dressers, refrigerators, etc. – out of our house into my husband’s enormous shop and we’re living in our ‘bunkhouse’ – which has doubled as a guesthouse and office/sanctuary for me. Adios to my old life and hello to something new and different.

Blessings and peace, peace and joy…viva la vida!

Ebb & Flow, Knowledge & Awareness

July 17th, 2010

blue&whitecumulusI can hardly believe it’s been so long since I’ve entered a post on my blog. Funny how life ebbs and flows. The format for posting has even changed – much slicker and appearing to be more user-friendly. We shall see.

Writing a blog is a lot like writing in a journal or diary, except that one writes with the knowledge and awareness that others will definitely have access to the words, thoughts and ideas, even my most carefully crafted confessions. Alas, all is as it should be…

Peace and starlight,

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Time and Illusion

May 20th, 2010

pondIt’s been over a month since I last posted on my blog. Not to be cliche, but…

Where does the time go? I happen to feel that it’s all in my mind – after all, time is an illusion. And, yet, I notice the markings of time on my face and hands, in my house and on the street. Things that once were have changed. My kitchen sink is no longer new, the shiny white porcelain has aged. My refrigerator needs to be replaced, along with the fabric on the seats of our dining room chairs. The antique couches we got from my grandparents and great-grandmother need recovering – it’s hard to believe that just 18 years ago, they looked brand new!

Ah, yes…things change with time, and yet each day is brand, spanking new. Unique and a magical world unto itself, every moment is fresh and full of unbounded possibility and potential. I am thankful and grateful today. The sky is a brilliant, cerulean blue, and the mesa is emerald green. The distant snow-capped San Juans glimmer in the morning sun and I can hear the meadowlark’s song outside my door. The dogs are ready for their walk…lucky me. Right here, right now, I am blessed.

Spring has Sprung

April 16th, 2010

lambs&mtns2The snow has finally melted here on Wrights Mesa, the last storm surrendering to a canvas of winter wheat and emerging green. Miles away, the high country remains blanketed in white. Craggy peaks jut out in shades of marine blue and slate gray. The bald eagles have migrated north, and ducks and geese are mating in the canyon pond. A pair of blue herons drift peacefully above me on my morning walk, wings flapping gracefully in the calm, quiet air. The seasons’ first yellow wildflowers are blooming on the canyon rim, lilacs are starting to bud, but the aspen are still bare and naked, waiting for warmer nights and longer days. Newborn lambs and baby calves lay in soft hay and frolic in greening pastures – certain signs that spring has sprung.

Mother, Teddy & Easter

April 4th, 2010

The following post is a reprint from the Alacazem Astrology column of April 9, 2009

Life is funny – and so is death, for that matter.

Mom & Teddy

Mom & Teddy

My Mother always loved Easter. As a little girl, I can remember being thrilled that we got to go out and buy new shoes, a new dress and an “Easter bonnet” before the big day. I always went for shiny patent leather and pastel pink. We boiled eggs and decorated them – I’ll never forget that smell of vinegar – filled colorful baskets with grass, jelly beans and chocolate bunnies. Then on Easter Sunday morning, we had an Easter egg hunt. All five of us kids ran around inside and outside looking for hidden treasures. It was kind of like Christmas, only different.

jesus_cruxXLater on, dressed in our Easter finery, we went to church – which wasn’t really the big deal of the day because there were religious wars in our family and it was always an issue of which church to go to – and heard about Jesus; the Last Supper, the Crucifixion and the Resurrection. That part was sad, happy and confusing. Being nailed to a cross? Ascending into Heaven? Coming back to Earth in 3D form? Questions of reality, truth and faith, but I knew for certain that Jesus Christ was a good guy. “Jesus loved me” and he loved children. He was an advocate for peace, he forgave betrayal and he had apparently “died for our sins” – whatever that meant. His life story reminded me to be kind and compassionate to others, say my prayers and be a good girl – even when I felt like being bad.

I could never figure out exactly why my Mom liked Easter so much. It certainly wasn’t due to religion. Maybe it’s because she loved ham, and that’s usually what she cooked for Easter dinner. Or because she could eat the leftover hard-boiled eggs on her famous “grapefruit diets.” Today, I think it was because she was revitalized and invigorated by the hopeful, inspirational energy of spring. It was Mother Nature’s time of rebirth and regeneration, new growth and fresh life. I think she also felt renewed and reborn at that time. As an eternal optimist, she was mostly happy in every season. But in spring, her spirit soared. When the first hyacinths and tulips popped up, she smiled. Winter had ended.

Years later, I was driving to Denver on Good Friday. My Mother was dying. There is no way to describe the deep sorrow and devastating emotions I felt on that day. We are all born of mothers; we are carried in their wombs and suckled at their breasts. We are all given life by the eternal feminine, the force of nature that creates, nurtures and provides, holds and protects. We are born of women, we are born of mothers.

When I arrived at my sister Karla’s house, with whom my Mother was then living, she was happy to see me. I carried an old photograph of her as a child, sitting in the grass amongst spring flowers, in a white eyelet Easter dress with her fuzzy teddy bear, Teddy.

“Oh, it’s Teddy!” she exclaimed. Back to childhood. Back to Easter.

We all acknowledged that it was Easter weekend. That we were all together, that we would be cooking ham. I felt so thankful and grateful that I was with her, that she was my Mother, that we had lived and breathed together here on this Earth.

On Easter Sunday, at 11:00 p.m. my Mother left this world and ascended into heaven, or wherever beautiful, loving souls end up. I was holding her hand. And it was Easter.

From New to Full

April 4th, 2010

MICHELLE-MCGEE-JESSE-JAMES-PHOTOS-PICTURES-AFFAIRQuick post to address the cosmos in constellation, the cosmic osmosis – what I call  ‘cozmosis’ – of the last two weeks.

In the latest issue of People magazine, it is reported that Sandra Bullock moved out – after finding out about her husband Jesse James’ alleged affair with Michelle “Bombshell” Magee – on March 15, 2010, the day of the late degree Pisces New Moon. From then to now, we’ve been on a wild ride of exposes and expletives regarding her man’s sexual behavior, the irony of the title “Blind Side” in her Academy Award winning performance for Best Actress and the media madness surrounding the entire situation.

I have for a very long time been a fan of lunar timing and the synchronicity of events which take place as the Moon tick-tocks through the heavens. As I child, I was taught to trim my hair at the time of a New Moon to make it grow. Guess that’s where it all began. I saw the results of coordinating actions here on Earth with the movements and placements of the planets.

Today, I’m – like everyone else with a television – tuned in to the ridiculous paparazzic insanity. Keep posted and stay tuned!

Michelle “Bombshell” McGee

March 26th, 2010

MICHELLE-BOMBSHELL-MCGEE-PHOTO-PICTUREIt’s snowing again and I’m inside writing. Perfect thing to do when it’s cold and blustery out. I recently wrote the intro for this week’s astrology column, then posted it on my Alacazem website and also on Telluride Inside & Out. I included this photo of Michelle “Bombshell” McGee, Jesse James’ now notorious tattoo model/stripper – the woman with whom he allegedly had an 11-month affair – and wondered if it was too “risque”. It’s radical and wild, very much like the primal winds of spring and the enerigies in orb throughout the Aries zodiac month. What do you think?

I am forever amazed at how our world – the events, circumstances and experiences – correlate and actually constellate the planetary positions at any particular point in time. Coincidence or synchronicity? That’s what I love about astrology and its magical, mystery tour through life. Stay tuned, there’s always plenty more to come!

My Colorado Home

March 15th, 2010

BlueSnowSometimes I feel like a child when I’m writing about my home, this beautiful place called Colorado. Blessed with the great good fortune to have been born here – breathing clean, crisp air from the start – I am continually stunned by its strength of life and vibrantly changing seasons. Deep blue skies, majestic bald eagles and craggy peaks great me one day, the next, a blue-white foot of snow. Here we are, alive and well in the luxury of Mother Nature’s bountiful garden. Grateful and thankful, another day…